My Story

Since an early age I have been naturally drawn to and interested in the invisible, into what is beyond the visible world as we know it and how these two worlds interact and influence each other.

As a 2 years old child, I used to spend hours in a quiet Franciscan monastery in the Romanian countryside, simply having my inner conversations with God as an Almighty Power. I used to ask about things like why do I have to fear God so badly and why does He want people to be afraid of Him. I would also tell Him my frustration about my grandmother, who was my caregiver while my mom was at work. 

She used to spend most of her time reading and singing to me biblical stories, and yet she was hardly eating anything and was constantly praying to God to come and get her already. Her main advice when I asked her about what is this God was that I must always be terrified by him, because he is such a blinding light that if I ever got to see Him, I would be instantly blind and live my life in misery. I wondered: why would I pray to and ask for help from such a seemingly destructive power…? 

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It was years later when I learned about Shiva, the destructive aspect of God, according to Hindu tradition, that I began to understand a few things.

My inner  conversations from that Franciscan monastery became a natural conversation within me wherever I went, growing up, including questioning my dad in my dreams about the new realm he had moved to after he died, as well as friendly supportive and illuminating conversations with my guardian angel, who showed me the essence of love and detachment. It took me years to figure out how that applies in my daily life, though. It wasn't easy, since such an inner life has made me not fit in the societal norm, so there was a lot of pressure to deal with.

However in my late 20s I discovered I was not the only weirdo, and that in fact there have been many authors and scholars who had succeeded to build bridges between the physical and astral worlds.  The more I read, studied and practiced, the more the separate pieces of this puzzle constituted by this Universe, to the extent humans have discovered it, started to come together into a bigger and much wider picture.

Being curious and learning new things is a constant in my life. I also see it as a vital aspect of realizing who we truly are, experiencing deeper aspects of ourselves, until we truly find that inner peace that comes from the heart connection between us and all that surrounds us.  I consider that, though understandable, the lack of curiosity, of mind openness, a preference for maintaining the status quo at all costs, choosing fear of the unknown over the constantly changing new (it's no longer new unless it changes, right?;)), it is a sure way to live a dead life, dull...

The most satisfying point I have now arrived at, is this nourishing peace of the heart. I believe that this profound inner peace can only be attained and maintained by connecting to a Higher Power, to God, the Light we all come from, (which might as well be the darkness of space;)) which shines or is hidden inside of us throughout our life, and where we eventually return to. There are no more conversations at this point, as it all makes sense, regardless of the theory used to try to describe or explain it. At this point, it is all and nothing at the same time and place, in a perfectly paradoxical vibrant silence.

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There are many ways to do this, specific to each one of us, hence my coaching approach is based on astrology, combined with emotional intelligence and a bit of psychotherapy.